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Hey! I'm taking on digital commissions again! If you're interested, send me a message and we can get started.

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Heya!
If you like my art and want to show some support (or even if you like my ramblings), I have a Ko-fi!

ko-fi.com/ziphiren

Any contributions are greatly appreciated!
And if you want to show support in other ways, boosts, likes, and comments are always welcome!

Thanks,
Ren

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Hey! I'm Ren.

I'm a grey fox, an artist (primarily with watercolor, ink, and acrylics), a nonbinary trans girl, and I dabble in just about everything creative. I also struggle with severe depression and use platforms like this to discuss and process it.

I have a terrible tendency to avoid initiating social interactions, but please, feel free to talk with me! I'll open up rather quickly.

Survived another day. This one, they actually had me doing stuff which was okay by me. I'm still fumbling about a little, but I know how some things work, at least.

Initial confusion and anxiety today has been replaced by the uselessness of following someone around and watching everything they do. This is more comfortable but still a little demoralizing.

I’m not even on the schedule yet, so I don’t know when I’m supposed to come back after today.

I can’t do this today.
I am freaking out.

And the heckin’ HR site is down so I can’t access the training videos on my own.

It's been a while coming, but here's page 21!

If you've missed what little has happened so far, here's a link!
dropbox.com/s/p44ok927ldr3jme/

Hey, I'm opening space spell commissions ✨
Boosts would be awesome 💙

- A6 original watercolor, any colors/design
- 45€, worldwide shipping included
- upfront payment with paypal

#MastoArt #commissions #CommissionMe #CommissionsOpen

I'm home, I survived, and I have the fear that everything I did was wrong.

An unnerving lack of oversight on this training stuff. I’m worried I’m doing everything wrong.

I have no spoons today. I used them all up early on.

Wanna finish drawings but no energy.

Sometimes, when I'm on the internet, I want to see things other than total undying loyalty or total vitriolic hatred. Yet I never find it.

I've been having a lot of nightmares recently. Especially on nights when I'm anxious for some reason.

They tend to happen just as I'm falling asleep and still partly conscious. And they involve a lot of disembodied voices speaking to me, which my brain has dubbed "spirits" haunting me. When I wake up from one, I am only just awake enough to fall asleep again immediately to another nightmare.

It is very disturbing and makes falling asleep both difficult and undesirable.

It was a fairly short day at work - mostly just orientation stuff. A tour of the store, filling out paperwork, etc.

Work time! Still nervous, but it’s about time to leave.

Goodsleep, peoples and non-peoples.

Tomorrow is my first day of work, and I am not ready.

Finished the character art for this page!

The fox on the last panel is probably the hardest angle for me to draw fox faces from - head about forty-five degrees to the side and slightly tilted.

crimes against everything 

Asking for help 

Long exposure of lightning over a volcano in Chile, by Francisco Negroni - looks amazing!
📷🔗​ Photographer: twitter.com/Negronifoto/status

by (CC: @azure )

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