mental health, where I've been
So, I haven't been on this account too much recently. There are a few reasons for that.
First of all: I've moved! To a different account I mean. I'll still be using this one to boost important things and artists I like and to post my own art, but my musings and depression posting will be elsewhere.
Second, I wanted to have a more private account with restricted follows. So pardon if I don't advertise it here. A few close friends have already found me there, but that's about all I'm comfortable with.
Third, my depression has been very severe recently. Extremely. About as bad as it gets. So I haven't been able to do much more than sleep, work (barely), and try to keep myself alive.
Anyway, I'll be around. Just a lot quieter than I used to be.
Heya!
If you like my art and want to show some support (or even if you like my ramblings), I have a Ko-fi!
Any contributions are greatly appreciated!
And if you want to show support in other ways, boosts, likes, and comments are always welcome!
Thanks,
Ren
#Introductions !
Hey! I'm Ren.
I'm a grey fox, an artist (primarily with watercolor, ink, and acrylics), a nonbinary trans girl, and I dabble in just about everything creative. I also struggle with severe depression and use platforms like this to discuss and process it.
I have a terrible tendency to avoid initiating social interactions, but please, feel free to talk with me! I'll open up rather quickly.
> "What musical instrument do you play?"
"The Mandelbrot Set and other fractals!"
> "Uh, okay, what does that sound like?"
*emits a wide range of harsh discordant tones reminiscent of dial up modems, plus some calming musical notes, too*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GiAj9WW1OfQ "Sounds of the Mandelbrot Set", 9m:31s, by CodeParade (creator of Marble Marcher), with free, open source download! https://codeparade.itch.io/fractal-sound-explorer
(Ports to macOS/Linux are partially complete, check open issues on source code repository.)
#science #mathematics #sound
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IMPORTANT: I'll be doing these *after* I catch up on my other commissions, I just have some bills that need paying before then, so it may take a couple weeks. Keep this in mind!!
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If anyone with or without experience in music could tell me what they think of this piece so far, I'd be grateful.
I'm trying to get opinions because I did some weird things with it, including perhaps the most difficult key change I'll ever have to do (two scales that share only one note), so I'm not sure what to think of it myself. Does it flow well? Does it sound too wonky? I'm fine with some dissonance, I just want it to sound intentional.
this is an idea i've had for awhile and finally decided to actually make them! patterned pride flags! i will expand flag options as im able to get fabric for them. for now, i've finished both the trans flag and the nonbinary flag!
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https://www.etsy.com/listing/958277169/patterned-pride-flag-sew-on-patch
#pride #transgender #nonbinary #queerartist #mastoart #patch #sewing
Tiny ice crystalls on moss and spider webs.
Colours manipulated to enhance that microscopic otherworldliness. #photography #photomanimulation #macro #mastoart
Hi I'm a fox.
My two emotional states are shameless demand for affection and horrible depressiveness.
Oh, and I make art!
If you'd like to see my work or contribute, I have a Ko-fi!
ko-fi.com/ziphiren