weykent @weykent@vulpine.club

well, here's some code
https://github.com/weykent/fracmod

i'm endlessly giggling at having a java package of 'pictures.cutefox'. there's so much struggle that went into just this small project,,

i can't believe i spent the _least_ amount of time on the gl rendering because i could defer most of it to buildcraft. the most time was spent on figuring out how to get the asset models to be not just read but _used_. christ

i need to like
get back on mastodon oops. i keep forgetting how much more relaxing it is,

going to spend a year as a plush for tax purposes

also realizing i haven't really posted a followup to some kinda worrying things from a month ago.. i've spent most of the month recovering while also traveling, so.

as far as i and anyone can tell it was some pretty bad migraines?? like there's nothing else to suspect haha. i'm doing so much better than i was.

i also caught bronchitis on the tail end of dealing with migraines, and that knocked me on my ass too, but after a few weeks of antibiotics my lungs have cleared out too.

i guess vegas is just bad for me? idfk

-miming eating two burgers at once- "shmeckt gut?" ("tasty?")

ah, germans,

unironically 100% sincerely the newest paramore album (after laughter) gives me life right now

This revolution, Nately
Proves who you work for lately

[...]

Who do you work for, Nately?
And does it work for you lately?

https://genius.com/Silversun-pickups-future-foe-scenarios-lyrics

fun trick: change song lyrics from "baby" to "nately" to give everything a catch-22 bent

how do you insurance block @twitter.com

please,, i need more walls of sound like early silversun pickups or late hum

there’s a whole episode of house where ~the mystery~ is that someone is intentionally fogging up their brain because they’re tired of it and i don’t even remember enough to rule that out, as unlikely as it may be. just. lots of anxiety and waiting.

like i just don’t know if i’m broken forever or not and the prognosis is Wait And See. tired of being stuck in my head with that.

it’s hard to not be alarmist about this but i’ve genuinely been lost since monday evening. there’s been a few moments of relative lucidity here and there. can’t hold complex thoughts. had migraines on and off for a couple weeks after years asymptomatic. there’s a stretch of 20 hours or so starting monday evening i don’t remember. went to the ER yesterday and the doctor isn’t concerned? but i am?

really wish i could think but it just. isn’t. engaging. like a bike with the hub broken. i can scoot along and others can push me but nothing is working.