weykent @weykent@vulpine.club

well, here's some code
https://github.com/weykent/fracmod

i'm endlessly giggling at having a java package of 'pictures.cutefox'. there's so much struggle that went into just this small project,,

i can't believe i spent the _least_ amount of time on the gl rendering because i could defer most of it to buildcraft. the most time was spent on figuring out how to get the asset models to be not just read but _used_. christ

-miming eating two burgers at once- "shmeckt gut?" ("tasty?")

ah, germans,

unironically 100% sincerely the newest paramore album (after laughter) gives me life right now

This revolution, Nately
Proves who you work for lately

[...]

Who do you work for, Nately?
And does it work for you lately?

https://genius.com/Silversun-pickups-future-foe-scenarios-lyrics

fun trick: change song lyrics from "baby" to "nately" to give everything a catch-22 bent

how do you insurance block @twitter.com

please,, i need more walls of sound like early silversun pickups or late hum

there’s a whole episode of house where ~the mystery~ is that someone is intentionally fogging up their brain because they’re tired of it and i don’t even remember enough to rule that out, as unlikely as it may be. just. lots of anxiety and waiting.

like i just don’t know if i’m broken forever or not and the prognosis is Wait And See. tired of being stuck in my head with that.

it’s hard to not be alarmist about this but i’ve genuinely been lost since monday evening. there’s been a few moments of relative lucidity here and there. can’t hold complex thoughts. had migraines on and off for a couple weeks after years asymptomatic. there’s a stretch of 20 hours or so starting monday evening i don’t remember. went to the ER yesterday and the doctor isn’t concerned? but i am?

really wish i could think but it just. isn’t. engaging. like a bike with the hub broken. i can scoot along and others can push me but nothing is working.

im tired so who's going to pet me until i fall asleep

hi i had food poisoning since monday and i'm finally lucid again so i'm back

i've been feeling pretty disconnected from everyone and everything lately. kinda like anhedonia i guess. i need to get back into doing things that are more fun than tedious and maybe also has some casual socialization.

wait this sounds like minecraft—?

as a fox i'm automatically registered as a therapy animal due to being 90% snuggleable soft floof

realized i've spent so long tinkering with different configurations of service orchestration tooling that i forgot what services i even needed to run

my external hard drive has been flagged as suspicious 2/2 times by the TSA. something about those thicc platters,,

somewhat related to last night.. hey @SuperCee how do you feel about paramore