☀️ @sol@vulpine.club

This is just reminder I will never turn down hugs. You will never weird me out by asking for hugs. The hug is yours

as a nonbinary AMAB person with no plans to transition on a chemical level, there’s something oddly affirming about hearing AFAB people’s plans to transition…

I guess at some point as a teenager I internalized that everything ostensibly “male” about my body was undesirable

but hearing people excitedly talk about how they want to have a deeper voice and stuff like that really helps dispels that illusion. (and seeing them achieve those goals is always wonderful!)

this doesn’t really affect the way I see my gender identity so much as how I feel about my body. I’m still not sure I’d say my body accurately represents me, but I’m learning to appreciate what there is to like about it

I got a chunk of level rearrangement and playtesting to do so I’m thinking I’ll stream it! come by and hang out if ya want! picarto.tv/solfoxie

I described my gender to someone (who admittedly thinks I’m cis) as being “like a Mr. Saturn” and honestly in retrospect it holds up as a metaphor

mr. saturns are nominally related to masculinity but also are technically genderless and on top of that socialize in idiosyncratic ways

yet they’re not wholly unique/alone, there are other mr. saturns our there, which makes their idiosyncrasies read more like a gender than individual personality traits

djikstra, an intellectual: GOTO considered harmful
sol, a fool: GOTO considered whimsical

I could write a whole article about all the hilarious optimizations I'm doing to remain under PICO-8's token limit

are there any programming languages that coerce nil to 0 when you try to do arithmetic to it?

me: …actually, amber isn’t a type of rock
sibling: that’s true—
me: unless it has a bug inside it
sibling: no!!

still losing my mind over how great this drawing of sybil by @ osmoru on twitter is

implemented the intro cutscene I was talking about yesterday. I like how it came out!