Glowpelt @myst@vulpine.club
- site
- https://chakat.space
- pronouns
- uhh, shi/hir mostly rn maybe?;;
generally not doing well rn, sorry;
plural, chakat and others, kin, polyam, trans/enby, girls+enbies are good. 22, 
only please
follow reqs okay, but probably won't accept unless you say smth or we recognise you
we try to cw stuff in the subject, generally, but we probably aren't good at it
Joined Jun 2017
cw self harm
sighs
back to cutting ourself because of... some stuff. only two different times... but like... many, significant cuts as we just kept going for a little while until it felt "enough". :(
bad joke, self harm
eat. sleep. cut. repeat.
I just
I wanna feel cared for
I want to feel like I belong
I want to have something to live for
hurting and sad and scared and traumatized and doing anything is so, so, so... everything. difficult and scary and impossible feeling and mew :(
lewd
...also I want that to happen to me a lot right now;;; :(
lewd, sad?
...maybe we shoulda just linked it first and then explained directly. oh well, fsr don't feel like going through all that so
lewd, sad?
the something's a... doujinshi? is that the right term? so that's why we weren't explicit because otherwise it felt sharable un-cwed initially
and the exact details are uh, two "versions" of the same person but one is the original "voiceroid" (apparently it's not just something made up for this work, though the depiction is like realistic humanoid android w/ advanced AI and stuff) and the other one is still mostly human - so our brain goes "wait but the human one would prolly feel inferior?? at least in our view?"
...and here's the link because we may as well share it at this point maybe? /shrug
https://nhentai.net/g/357420/
brain turning an explicitly happy ending of something sad. suppose that gives a little insight to where we are mentally - both that in general and the exact nature of the sadness :/
See I have to not be respectable in order to get free mushrooms, but I also need one of my other outfits for Helicon House, so I'm just having to throw on my dangerous outfit and search for my weasel whenever the mushrooms card shows up because I'm not gonna pass up 10 SPA
"No, not one of my 399 normal weasels or my fighting one! The creepy one!"
Fallen London things: rummaging around, going "Where's my weasel! Damnit, I know it's here somewhere!"
sh
literally 26 nights of self harm at this point... starting to run even thinner
lewd
this is like
actually really adorable and wholesome tho???
weed
ugh I just want to be snuggly wif someone a lot of the time when I get higher but like... both a lot of the time there's not even someone to talk to over text who's awake, and just fear/pain/trauma;
lewd, trans, help(?)
hmmmmmm
I want to buy a vibrator maybe? maybe that would help with some dysphoria? mew
...any suggestions? especially like... affordable ones?
@Oneironott hey I immediately thought of you when I saw this so I thought I'd share it https://www.reddit.com/r/furry_irl/comments/ov79xt/otter_irl/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share
photo, legs
saw this view while browsing media in a app that had a live camera preview as a selection and was like "wait that doesn't look completely terrible somehow???"
lewd art
weird lewd sea shanty joke
soon may the wellerman cum
to bring us sugar and tea and cum
- site
- https://chakat.space
- pronouns
- uhh, shi/hir mostly rn maybe?;;
generally not doing well rn, sorry;
plural, chakat and others, kin, polyam, trans/enby, girls+enbies are good. 22, only please
follow reqs okay, but probably won't accept unless you say smth or we recognise you
we try to cw stuff in the subject, generally, but we probably aren't good at it
Joined Jun 2017
