Glow @myst@vulpine.club

but like
we fit, like, 95% of the criteria/signs/symptoms for every other mental health disorder we actually look up
which means we have essentially no idea what is actually wrong with us
and we can't even predict ourselves

reposted to add CW, not that anyone probably saw it in the first place to realise

looks up BPD again
oh, yeah, that thing, that we fit literally every bit of except for the impulsive/risky behaviour
...which we often still wish we could do, thinking about it

but it can't really be BPD right it's just some other way we're broken with the same signs (which, frustratingly, is probably at the least possible)

do people have some magical garment they can put pins on or, like, what?

what do people even do with pins anyways
and to a lesser degree, stickers
and to a greater degree, patches

new icon
just wanted a change, mostly

sorry we've been so quiet
been not doing well and afraid of saying anything or talking to people in general
not that that part is news but

saw a post joking about keyboard layouts and was reminded of how one time in chat i typed a line of gibberish and people were like "cat on your keyboard?" and i was just like "no, I accidentally switched keyboard layouts >.<" and the streamer was like "huh. that's a first."

still kinda in denial about mozilla irc shutting down sometime tbh
i mean its not like i do much but lurk but discord is a terrible idea and the other choice is scattering to various unofficial channels on different servers, which will be even less useful

Woah-oh-oh, tell me where you wanna go
We could fly to the stars, yeah
Woah-oh-oh, tell me if you wanna stay
We could fly night and day, yeah
Woah-oh-oh, tell me where you wanna go
We could fly to the stars, yeah
Woah-oh-oh, tell me if you wanna stay
We could fly night-night-night, yeah-

#np: Tokyo Machine - Fly
(on repeat)

(sorry for clogging the public timeline with this. just felt important to share maybe;;; )

I think im about to go to sleep, slightly before the day rolls over here, so: tomorrow, the 25's my birthday! whee. pretty much nothing special's happening at all, for various reasons. will have somehow been alive for a whole 22 years.

i finally got the linkle mod for breath of the wild working and im really happy to be playing it;;;

like, just, to be playing this again, but as like explicitly a girl means a lot, like, about to cry right now lot;;;

what noises do a fox make anyways really?;; like that we could make;;

the problem is that i think, like, most people just use CEMU to do modded BOTW? but, like, I don't have a powerful computer but do have a completely open WiiU, _specifically because of BotW_
:(

like, i used sdcaffiene, iirc, and that kinda seemed to work, but supposedly blood moons unload it and things like that
and i think what some people were saying was the "proper" way was a headache and a half

i should look into botw mods again
i think supposedly, like, every outfit is done for linkle? i was hopeful for zelda, but i think there was like drama and i never really got what was released right, especially as like the details are fuzzy for wiiu for how to actually get mods working well

Does anyone have suggestions for good mastodon instances, particularly ones that are furry/plural friendly? Considering making an alternate account, probably for mostly one headmate. I'd lean to just making another account on here for a few reasons, but there's good reasons not to too, hence wondering if anyone has suggestions.