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disability introduction 

In addition to my general I wanna talk about my disabilities and being neurodivergent/neurodivers.

I'm diagnosed with a "general depression and anxiety disorder" and a "post-traumatic stress disorder". I normally just say that I have depression and anxiety because my symptoms sometimes change a bit.

I have a diagnosis appointment for ADHD next week, I highly suspect that I'm ADHD. I might also fall into the autism spectrum, but I'm not sure about that.

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Introduction 

Hi! You can call me little meow. I'm 20 years old, , , -binary, white, in some more ways and .

I come from mastodon.social because I didn't felt at home there in many ways.
I mainly write about daily struggels with being disabled and trying to survive. I'm interested in reading, games, linux, open-source and making the world a bit better.
Not quite sure yet where I am exactly on the furry-spectrum! :blobcat:​

Nice to meet y'all! πŸ™β€‹

slightly kinky 

I'm awfully unmotivated to do life but I just ate out of a bowl that has a "woof" on it, so it could be worse I guess

Also, it's not that easy to eat out of a bowl without using your hands, fyi

life is so chaotic I'm like, confused but happy :psyduck:​:patcat:​

BDSM / pain 

Good morning :3 I'm excited to do kinky stuff today and woah, it will be good :D I'm still not quite sure what to think about how me being a sub works, but well, there are ways to find out - and to do so relativley safley ;3
So, dear kinky people, have fun and be safe! :*

caps, life 

OH MY FUCKING I DON'T KNOW. I just wrote a Mail. To people that have jobs and need people to work with. Life is weird.

things I really like about being here:
- foxes and furries
- my username
- that my username was even available
- most people? (most people I interacted with)

So, now I just have to deal with my anxieties to actually use this more often :psyduck:​

updates 

so, I updated my bio because things are shifting and hoovering the whole time and it's quite expecting :3

saying hi 

hi pups (if I may call you that) :3 everything is hard and exhausting, but kinda fine. I feel foxy and happy and weird. How are you? :patcat:​:psyduck:​:flan_blush:​

life is hard 0.5 

waaah, everything is weird but also interesting and my back hurts ~.~
but well, I know worse? :3

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feeling weirdly good, clothes, gender 

I am wearing a dress and I feel good about it. I feel totally ok with myself, in a dress. Damn, that's pretty rad!! :D
also, I got back into stockings :3 (kinda cute!)
gender: more confused than ever, still not a cis women ^^

mental health, therapy 

So, I'm having therapy every day and it's pretty exhausting but also pretty useful. There's so much I can use to get better, so much I learn every day and just in general - it's a lot ^-^
I can't clearly remember the last time it went that well

negativity 

I hate this life and this world and everything is horrible and I'm horrible but the fox is cute.

daily confusion 

So, I feel like a busy bee and a turtle at the same time and that's confusing

@Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon

@Ashen @realtoddhoward
just chiming in to say that its actually impossible for anyone to have that many words to say about wrestling. thanks

medical stuff, blood, needles 

I finally did the blood draw thingy for the medical stuff! I didn't do that for ~4 weeks so yeah, I've done good :3

Also, I think my blood looked unusual. Like, I don't think it should look and behave like that but I couldn't really capture details during the procedure so I'm unsure ._.

government, capitalism 

Why do they make everything complicated? Like, I know that I can't work and be productive for capitalism. Sometimes I feel bad but well, if you wanna fight the system starting with yourself might be the best option and I'm trying. No matter if capitalism recognizes my efforts as such, they are important and I'll try to hold on that. I just need a tiny little bit to survive, ~dearest government.

things I could do/have with money, porn/lewd 

uh, I could buy all the nice and good porn. There are some queer sex worker out there that I really want to pay (and I want to get really horny and maybe orgasm)

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things I could do/have with money 

- nice vacation (without turning every penny around and having shitty transportation)
- pets, maybe even a therapy dog, some quails, a donkey and a house goat πŸ˜Šβ€‹
- a decent-sized flat
- decent medical care, therapy
- more comfy underwear
- more clothing I like that actually fits
- all the _good_ meds and supplements
- food! nice food!
- I could pay people for their work
- give something to friends

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