aro/ace stuff VS having needs VS social awkwardness
Heck, I forgot "new relationship energy" is a thing. My husband thinks it's cute, and I'm pretty sure the newly-involved-with person is having a positive experience, but sometimes I just hate that my brain is so bad at reading social cues, and that my way of expressing stuff or figuring out relationships wasn't so embarrasing.
aro/ace stuff VS dissociative disorder
[...] add to that, the interaction between my default mode: "this doesn't exist / it's not part of who I am / I don't even have these needs or interests" mixes weirdly with my internal sense of self and how I experience the world around me. It's nice to actually experience this stuff, but I'm oddly inexperienced because I'm normally disconnected from it 24/7.
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