Else, manic pixie train girl @else@vulpine.club
My name is Else. As in if.
Vulgar but vulnerable vulpine. They/them. N.B.: Enby. Stealing the rainbow from god.
Joined Nov 2018
fun fact: Daytona is originally from Ohio. she moved to Florida and changed her name when she transitioned
who called it oldies and not squarewave
tipping is just laundering for pay discrimination send toot
sometimes I remember that neurotypicals can't stim like us and I get sad for them 😢
the dimensions of ships' hulls are measured in keelometers send toot
@cosine thanks! (and yeah, I switched to bioidentical rather than medroxy progesterone somewhat recently. no change in breasts, but emotionally I feel better 🤷)
only the avatar can make seltzer by bending
missed autistic signs
aaahhhhhahahahah my parents love to tell the story of one time a babysitter got scared when my bedtime came and she couldn't find me, turned out I'd gone to bed, because that's when I always go to bed, it is my bed time???
they say transition is like second puberty, and here I am, living with my parents and crying about my report cards
dysphoria
in retrospect, perhaps leafing through pre-transition documents with my deadname and old pronouns everywhere was not the best choice on a dysphoria day
family, medical neglect?
this all doesn't really change anything, ofc. I already knew I was always autistic, that my mom and her negative stereotypes and tendency to forget details that don't fit her narrative failed to do anything it. I didn't even want to tell her the stuff I found, since it's not like she can change any of it and so would only upset her. she just overheard me crying from seeing it all so plainly written and came to see what was up. kinda wish I'd just told her to go away
@cosine do you have more info on this? I've been entirely underwhelmed by my breast growth so if there's anything I could do to get some...
family, medical neglect?
lol you coulda pulled this out of a book called how to spot autism in small children
family, medical neglect?
my mom: "but you didn't show any social signs of autism!"
my report cards: "very quiet, only seems to talk to others during class time when they aren't supposed to talk"
I may be trash, but my pre-k teacher thought I was funny 💅
also, according to my report cards I've always been funny, so it's not just a trauma response! like it is also, but it isn't *just* that
was looking through old report cards, and in amongst the hundreds of different ways my teachers found to describe my adhd, I found this piece of history
ableism, bad tech pun
remembering that time my 5th grade history teacher made me leave class and go re-write my homework, because I had tried to invent shorthand replacements for some words to make it less painful and slow to write. which is apparently frowned upon. but everyone says history is a DRY subject…
My name is Else. As in if.
Vulgar but vulnerable vulpine. They/them. N.B.: Enby. Stealing the rainbow from god.
Joined Nov 2018
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