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update: acquired boxes. packed 2.5 of them. am amazed at how much stuff I forgot I had. really the hard part is just properly getting rid of all the crap that isn't worth moving, much of which is still in the same box I packed it in the last time I moved

I move in two weeks and I don't even have boxes yet. I literally have no idea how I'm going to manage this

it just feels like it would be very wholesome to bike into town so I can catch the bus into the city

there's an old rail ROW by my new place that runs into town. I know people use it as an atv trail, but I wonder if it's doable with a bike. at the least, it would be safer to train (heh) on than the road

the pain is mostly gone (or at least unfelt) today. which is great, except now I don't have a reason for feeling so fuzzy and down, it's just my brain being a brain

I wish I were able to bike. I hate that I have to buy a car. granted it would be wildly unsafe, given the roads available, but like. cars suck

I feel like if I suddenly began to actually feel all the physical pain in my body and not dissociate from it, I would just be screaming constantly. and I think it's always been that way

I know the right thing to do rn is get high. I know that's what my therapist would tell me to do. it's not like I'm capable of much else rn. but my brain keeps telling me this shouldn't be enough pain to make me nonfunctional, and even though that's clearly bullshit,,,

barometer app says 29.8" but I doubt cuz my legs say aaAAAAAAAaaAAAaA

marjorie taylor greene online exchange

if it has ten words, it's a sentence

if it has seven words, it's a sensevence

if it has one word, it's a seance. that one's irregular.

should I actually be familiar with Slavoj Žižek, or is he basically just the rms of communism

the link is a video about Anglo-Saxon monastic sign language, which is a thing I didn't know existed. but yeah middle ages monks were just autistic weren't they

sometimes I think I shoulda been a monk. quietly rerereading what presumably would have been my favorite book, maybe writing down some Takes for the ages

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRUttLxT/?k=1

the power company can't keep the voltage up in my neighborhood, so my building had to turn off the elevators. good thing I'm not going anywhere 🙃

part of that road now has a nice protected bike lane, but I don't know if unicycles are allowed in bike lanes

thinking about the person I used to see apparently commuting by unicycle on the walkless side of a busy road

one of those days when I'm too nonfunctional to even go to therapy