Else @else@vulpine.club

Getting an "I do not yiff trains" t-shirt to go trainspotting in

omg I just realized also sounds like the Doppler effect. My new fursona is a train that goes awoo

We should rename w to something with one syllable it's a shit letter there's no reason it should get three times as many syllables

some take the red pill, some take the blue pill. me, I took the green eggs and ham

one pill two pill red pill blue pill

reverb and renown imply the existence of readjective, repronoun, rearticle, etc

unless the wo- prefix is distinct from the wa- prefix, in which case there's a theoretical woluigi. and a worio? womario? tbh I am not entirely sure of the intricacies of this naming convention

man:woman::luigi:waluigi

at this point like 90% of my problem is just decision fatigue and sensory overload from burnout. like there is some more complicated dysphoria and dysmorphia stuff going on, but that's manageable

anyone have a suggestion for autism-friendly eating disorder treatment? my therapist really wants me to get someone else to help with it, but the place I was trying to get admitted to is really insistent on it being residential, which even if there weren't a pandemic would be a hard no because trauma, and one of the other recommendations she sent me was openly anti-autistic so idk that I really trust her recs (even though she's been great about my autism herself)

if you've never had to be stuck on a ward with no option to leave, in harsh lighting that doesn't go fully out at night, never had to argue about your meds with a nurse who assumes you're """crazy""" or """drug seeking""', you have no right to question a patient's resistance to it

every mental health professional should have to be put on a 72-hour hold before they can practice imo

@ me next time jeez

tiktok wants you to know that vore is dangerous and could result in adverse health effects

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMeFw7HMc/

still, it's fucking bullshit to expect healing from me right now. there is a FUCKING PANDEMIC of course my shit is getting worse and not better

really my preferred option would be to just fucking die, but I've proven pretty conclusively that I can't actually pull that off, so 🤷

I keep switching back and forth between "under no condition whatsoever will I go to residential care" and "fuck it I'm gonna end up there anyway so it might as well be voluntary"

super cool how inpatient mental health treatment is so fucking universally awful and traumatizing that the mere mention of it is a trigger and can send me into a complete tailspin, thus risking another inpatient stay and yet more trauma 🙃🙃🙃

there's a joke here somewhere about the huge number of GM brands before it collapsed and balkanization

☭

is it masking or am I just being a manipulative liar

I Have A Voice And I Must Scream

lol what if my cynicism and resistance to mental health treatment is because the only "help" I got for my issues as a kid did nothing to actually help and seemed more like punishment for things I couldn't change 🙃