I want to get swept up in the fun. I want to have an unexpected adventure. I can't help thinking that I'm not fun enough to be included. Just a shy and awkward fox.
@binary I sometimes get the same feeling, and yeah, often on Saturday night. I think as a natural introvert the first day or so of a con depletes my reserves and then I feel guilty that I'm not being more social and that I've somehow "wasted" the con. I wind up feeling a lot better about the whole experience in retrospect, usually.
alcohol/drug use, mental health
@binary I actually get the vague feeling that there's some sort of neurotransmitter depletion thing going on, (at least in my case?) The feeling seems exacerbated by previous alcohol/drug use, and/or sleep cycle disruption.
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