dysphoria, GRS, reassuring myself
As much as it sucks now, it wont be forever. One day, you'll have made it. You'll have had GRS, you wont have to deal with this hell anymore. You'll have the vagina you were meant to have from the start.
It wont be easy, theres a lot of work involved, but you can do it. I know you can. Stay strong.
game idea
y’know, darkness is often considered the absence of light, but what if it was the other way around? what if the world was bathed in blinding light such that you can only see things by introducing shadow?
imagine revealing the way forward by popping open umbrellas, activating machines, growing trees, the introduction of shade bringing the world into focus. the main character could even have a boomeranging shield that briefly shades the ground below it, revealing what’s ahead
re: suicide, death, internalised transmisia, dysphoria
i just want to die
is that too much to ask?
suicide, death, internalised transmisia, dysphoria
maybe i should try that out right now
stop the pain
let go
death, internalised transmisia, dysphoria
maybe next go around at life I might be a normal girl
re: grammys posting
its because the tracklist was all just fucking pop songs and not at all a musical score
personal, mental health, slight positive and also negative
its not working to do anything except make me feel guilty and like im co-opting an ientity even tho thats not true so im just gonna stop
if they're there, they'll tell me, i'm not making myself feel like shit to try and coax them out
Ive left here to go make a gentler, quieter space for myself. This account has become too loud and overwhelming for me