Lux @_sharpLimefox@vulpine.club

Is preferring to date bi/pan guys because of the belief that young gay guys are generally more immature and volatile considered homophobic or am I reasoning based on something that's actually correct?

Good story : I fixed some stuff, and after 2 hours of aptitude, dpkg, and modifying kernel boot parameters in grub, I'm here.
I managed to run into two "grave" (I didn't know it could up to "grave") package bugs in Debian and I am baffled by the odds of that.

Short story : I don't have a graphical interface any more and it may stay that way for a few days.
Long story : some debian package manager put a dependency on a precise version of a xorg package that no distribution has and when I fixed it to update stuff I removed all of xorg.

So there's another troll post that's been going around on birdsite sponsoring the inclusion of "other stigmatized categories" (beware they're gross, and I won't CW them specifically) in LGBTQ+. Despite how obvious of a troll it is, people are still arguing back against it, distributing screenshots to condemn it, giving it wide and ample exposure, draining themselves through lengthy counterarguments that have no reasons to be, and I am just baffled by it all.

I notice I've developed a fear of joining queer-centered or queer-only spaces because I've been banned from almost every single one I joined so far after repeatedly and violently lashing out at others in an effort to self destructively act out my internalized homophobia. I recognize that this fear is better kept than ignored, as I don't want to harm others. It just feels like I miss out on connections because I am unstable like plutonium around bi or gay folks especially.

Y'all I see homophobic tweets stay up weeks after they've been reported a dozen times but dang how fast they took down that ICE LinkedIn database though! Unreal!

I didn't think I'd spend today hunting down and collecting evidence on a bunch of edgelords who bullied and doxxed a gay indonesian artist into attempting suicide because he "couldn't draw hands" for a "joke" but here I am, feeling defenseless and trying my best to coordinate reporting
And I could well get off birdsite and just forget about it but the guys responsible for it are streaming arguing about how they don't care and they didn't do it 😡​