Vloelei, Sea Witch🌊 @Oneironott@vulpine.club

my power source is bad memes nobody laughs at and i'm a fuckin sorcerexx

Pansexual
Panromantic
Polyamorous
Polygender
Postfurry
Postgender
Posthuman
Transgender
Transhuman
Nonhuman
Nonbinary
Xenogender
Xenomorphic
Demisexual
Psychadelic
Otter

https://polycul.es/a139d4b

Partners:
Akkeresu: @catoxis
Emanate: @emanate
Sariya: @tastymochafox
Katt: @starkatt
Indi: @indi
Elluim: @neonNeptunian
Heffboom: @Heffboom_Konijn
Grace: @minimink

Siblings:
Gnarl
Thaminga: @Thaminga
Kyresti: @Kyresti

I am an animal~!

To Be an Animal~ 💞

*Puffs a heart-shaped sigh in rainbow kelp-smoke*

Ahh, what a night @.@

idle thoughts of being a population-bomb breeder that works on terraforming projects as a surrogate breeder, birthing life into literal worlds

Called and left a message re: laser to get that ball rolling
doing a bit of research into where to obtain stuff for simple woodworking in order to start working on something basic I've been wanting to (A wooden stand for my vape stuff)
gonna take a break, smoke a bit of sativa and get some late spring cleaning done in my room
I often underestimate Mondays in terms of setting the tone for the rest of the week.

*tail audibly thumps down as it sits*

Bappy webbypaws tbh

Pupy

Today turned out to be an immensely good and celebratory day and oh gods do I need these nights after winter. coming out of so much of this fog with the right meds I'm on now. Feeling ready enough to apply to jobs again.
I sometimes still worry about not being Enough/able enough and that's really hard. i don't like being a burden on my partners even though like... shit can't be.. perfect always, but... I hope that I continue to grow in a positive direction, I want to continue to be productive and more independent if I can. I want to be better by my partners and help create something that lasts with them, because that's also... very worth doing the work for. absolutely. I am thankful to be continuously inspired by my loves to reach higher.

oh hi but weed though

Eh, I don't think I believe anymore in some sense of... elemental magic as being something that "you must master all of." observing through the lens of other elements is important, but ehh... Iroh was a firebender. He knew who he was and he did it well.
I'm a water child. Sea witch. I like to paracosmically and etheric instantiate it as being similar to waterbending, and this is the sort of being I am. this is my role. I also aspire to be a sort of healer, though i think I could never take the title, but it is a projection of my magic, and of being a toy. I am someone who inherently wants to help (Not to get too personal woo, but I highly suspect that's exactly why I'm here).

my magic, I feel, is being to bring that out and enabling the possibility of radical being by daring to be it, if that makes sense. I don't want to wait, and I don't believe any nonhuman, any self-authored being deserves to just... wait.
Water flows because it's willing.

Gosh, what if though, right? what if we could live our dreams or something approximate? and like, sometimes it -hurts-. badly. but it hurts because.. beyond that is a feeling, So immensely deep that is hard to ever -let- yourself comprehend.
think of how deep that feeling feels and ask yourself just how... how hard would you fight for that feeling. Isn't it worth trying to make true. however unthinkably immense in scale. spiritual or not I just..
I know that that feeling shot to the deepest part of me with such intensity that it has been -impossible- to not gasp out loud. and it's H A R D, don't get me wrong, to even GET to that point (and immensely personal/subjective), but when you do I feel like...
There is nothing else but to be brazen enough to try. Halcyon is worth it to me.Neptunian culture, my Home, my pack, my family, the connections that we share (often webbed out with each other) they are all so deeply worth it to me.

hahabutserious I'm an otter. you give me a concept of concensus reality, be in a radical place with beings that pokes and breaks walls and of course I'm going to use that to such lengths as I can.

that's not always going to be serious, sweets~